Rythem And Poetry

2011-09-28T11:40:00.000-07:00

Looking back at time and reminisce those days where we would just
chill by the skatepark or somewhere soothing in town, makes me feel
like I've lost someone very important in my life. Still remember the
first day that we actually met on 24th of November vividly like it
was just yesterday and it seems like...you are totally gone.

I've been waiting for you to actually even drop me a text but I
barely even receive a reply back.
It seems like you are having a good time from what I can notice,
so I promised myself not to get into your way, no matter how much
Im dying to just kick it like the old times.

I've actually feel like I've lost someone that had so much in common
with me and we used to do those things together. Like chilling on the
rooftop garden, walking aimlessly around town and we would also stood
dumbfounded in the middle of no where because we had no idea what to
do or where to go. And our solution was always by using coin. Haha
Good times that I actually really cherish.

But of course, good things always have to come to an end. I know
I was going to lose you when you mentioned that you were going to
start working in a studio. I didnt tell you because I didnt want
you to feel the way like I felt and also I didnt want to believe
myself. And you told me that you wont ever leave the zone but it
seems like you do, So I kept waiting and waiting. But it's all
clear now, and I guess I was right, truth hurts..So much for
getting my hopes up. We're drifting apart, it hurts for me
to know that we have to go our separate ways, but there's nothing
i can do i guess.

I know you're happy with your life right now and so I wont ever
get in between you and your dream. I know you are doing good
right now and keep doing you. Keep smiling.

I actually..really do love you so much but of course, who would
want such an imperfect person like me isnt it. And I'm sure that
Im nothing to you...at all.

The feeling of losing few friends is really haunting me right now
and Im afraid. Maybe im really destined to be alone in this life.
Maybe I'm just over-thinking..but maybe not?
I dont know...But Im just afraid.
To lose someone close..over again.

As Wide As I Smile On The Outside, Knowing You Are Doing Good...Im Hurt Inside

2011-09-18T07:59:00.000-07:00

This is how im kinda feeling.

Kinda confused with myself..
Sometimes i feel like I got hella lots of friends then the next moment
I feel like there's nobody. Kinda confused with myself.
Maybe because of my previous relationship. I used to push everyone aside
just to be with her, but now when its over, I feel like im all alone and
its hard for me to get over her. Plus, everyone around me already have their
significant other and I cant keep always be with them because they have their
lives.
Maybe its true, to forget someone, you need someone new.
Maybe its right. But im kinda afraid of relationships again but then, I cant
get over it. I know whats past is past and I keep telling people this. I think
I should take my own advise. But....

Okay F it. I gotta stop being such a lil pussy and stop complaining.
I just need someone close from the opposite sex you know, like we can
share about stuffs, share common interests and things like that.
Im kinda scared to ask my friends to follow me to the beach
or somewhere calm with me, Im afraid that they might think its boring
and stuff. But since my buddy got into NS, I've been kinda down, eventho
I dont seem like it. But who the hell would even try to find out whats
actually deep down.

He's the only one that I could just sit down by the beach and not talk
for hours, He's the only one that we could spend endless time under the
void deck and talk rubbish, He's the only one that, I could show my true
colors to. Still remember those times when we would wake up early in the
morning after dawn prayers and just walk by the beach together. Just
stare at the sky. Just us two. At one point, we get so close that I feel
like he is actually my blood brother and at that point, my mom even ask me
if I was gay. HAHAHAHA :')

It was sad that he had to do his NS now and I felt like, I've lost a family member.
All those time that we went holiday together and it felt like, I have someone
to relate to. I just cant wait to meet him when he book out. I actually cried
when he went into camp. ):

Dont get me wrong, I have few close friends but he's the one thats been there
with me during my hard times. He's the one that would listen to me about my
relationships and stuff. Like, I dont have to be shy if I need to cry in front
of him, I wouldnt give a damn if people think we're gay, I would hug him in front
of everyone in town if I had too. I just...miss him.

I cant find anyone that I could go somewhere with a nice scenery to just, kick back and chill until late night.

I've been out to places with no fresh air and busy streets too much.
I just feel like I need to getaway from these busy streets and just
lay back once in awhile. But I just dont know who to bring with.
Most of my friends would think that what I do is boring.
I would call it, appreciating nature's beauty (:

I just need someone new to make me forget about things that's been
running thru my mind about the past. It sucks.

I need to set my heart and mind free once again. I need someone.

Dear God, Please Send Me Someone That Would Make This Weak Seed, Stand On
His Feet Once Again. I Just Need A Partner.

2011-08-13T14:51:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile, and I just wanna get somethings off my chest and the only place that I know I can come to is this, my very own digital self.
Its better to feel like im talking to myself rather than keeping shit up and feeling all types bullshit nonsense.

Recently, I felt like I've lost myself, like I dont know who I am anymore.
I dont know who's my real friends, I dont know who to trust anymore.
Some homies came and went, some stayed with me and Im just waiting for those gone homies to come back.

Been busy lately and havent get the time to catch up with my homies. And i miss em badly!

Anyway life's still aight, Up and Downs here and there but its all good.

Whats worst than to see someone you love holding hands with another person in front of your eyes? Pretending you're fine on the outside.

2011-02-11T00:34:00.000-08:00

I guess its time for me to wake up and realize that my dreams
are just not possible.
Plus I need to move on too cause nobody stayed behind with me when I did
and now Im all alone in the zone.
It used to be like few homies together making plans and stuff but usually
only one in a pair makes it and the other, have to sacrifice.
As for me, I became the sacrificial piece and waited for my homies to return,
but none of them did. Maybe not yet, Maybe not at all..
Its like Im still at the zone, not moving at all while everybody is
thousands of miles away from me, reaching their goals and destinations
but Im still right at the zone, dreaming and doing nothing.
I had to sacrifice myself being alone and watching my homies doing
what they had dreamed doing since young.
Its not that I dislike or anything. I am proud of them,
Really really proud, but at the same time, I just hate myself for not being
able to reach mine.
So I guess its time I move on and leave my so called rap dreams and writing lyrics
and all those stuff that Im actually good at.
Its just not possible...
Its about time that I really plan well for my future and concentrate on my
up coming school..get good grades..and hopefully I'll become a doctor.
I guess I just have to sacrifice the good times we used to have tho,
but its alright. As long as you're happy doing your thang, Im happy too.
That's For Sure (:
But Im not really sure if I can ever live my life without doing all those stuff
I love to do..cause its the only way I actually feel like Im talking to someone
when I really need it..
But yeahh I hope its gonna be aight..
So yeahhh

Keep doing your thang, Dont worry bout me, Dont look back. But whenever you need me, I'll be right there..Cause there's nothing more important to me than friendship

2011-01-16T06:21:00.000-08:00

Hahahahaha Its been so freaking longgg since I last visited this page.
Decided to do a revisit cause I made a deal with one of my Homegirl that if
I update this century old page, she would update hers.
So yeahhh since I had nothing much to do, why not drop by and say a lil wassup
to the people...on a second thought, I think theres nobody even reading this page.
Ohhhh wellll...
So whats up lately?
Been doing contest after contest on youtube but none seems to be successful.
But hell Im not even a thousand mile close to giving up.
Im sure this is just the beginning and theres alot more that I have to go thru
before I could reach the level that I wanted to be..yaknowhatimsayin.
So yeah I'll be doing more contests. The only things stopping me is the equipments.
Soooooo wanna buy new ones so the quality wont have the freaking crispy sound.
So freaking hate thatttt but on the other note, Im still doing me.

Other than that,
Im freaking damn bored waiting for the job to call us back.
Feel like tearing out every cell of my skin!
(^&*%^$^##$%#$#&$**$#
I Need Moneyyy!$!$!$!$!$!$!$!$!$!$!

D:

Im so bored..
Oh yeahhh that picture is from the movie How High
and I still havent watched it till finish yetttt!!
Stupid MegaVideo time limit.
>:P

SO YEAH I UPDATED MINE!!
SO ITS YOUR TURN NOW!! HA HA!!

Sometimes I hate myself for encouraging you to pursue your dreams but at the same time, Im proud of you

2010-05-20T08:30:00.000-07:00

Heya..
You know im always shit serious about friendship problems especially when shit goes down.
It hurts to see your friend/homeboys/homegirls get caught up in a net and you are just helpless...and every time it does, i feel like i wasnt even there for them, you know.
Its like im trying to catch them fall from far but my hands wont extend far enough to reach them and i feel guilty cause what sort of a friend am i if i wasnt even there to catch them you know. Especially when you already promised them that you'll always be there but you're not.
Still remember when i used to be by her side like almost 24/7 but now im not.
Those were the times..
But still you can always talk to me if anything went wrong even when i might not be there to lend you my shoulders for you to lean and cry on.
I could always lend you my ears for you to vent on cause thats the next best thing for me to help you to get out of your minor sufferings at least.
So i wanna say sorry for not being your wings when you needed the most
Im sorry for not being there when you needed a friend most
Im sorry for not being able to wipe away those tears
Im sorry for not being able to fight your nightmares away
But still im always available for you to vent your anger on baby.
Yours truly
Flo

2010-02-08T01:05:00.001-08:00

Beautiful song.

2010-02-02T07:36:00.000-08:00

Before i go ahead and (finally) update my dead blog
Here's a smooth slow jam song for you guys that's been having
a rough week or troubles in your life.
Just close your eyes, lean back and forget bout everything just for a moment
and just imagine you being a trouble free world.
Enjoy...
Oh and this update is a request by one of my long lost friend..i think
hahaha.

Alright moving on....
Life has been so-so, Didnt hang around much cause
theres really nothing to do..Like its just the same every
single day. So i rather stay home and do my own stuffs..
Writing songs..
Writing songs..
Writing songs..
And writing more songs..
Maybe look out the window every now and then
trying to catch a few moments of fresh air or just
do some people watching..trying to think whats on their mind.
Or maybe embrace the lovely night and the moon..haha
It might sounds boring tho but thats what i do you know,
Well different people have their own ways to relax and thats mine
so dont hate.

Finally went out with a couple of friends today,
It was pretty chill..
Catching 2 movies in one day.
Legion was alright
Its totally like the Left 4 Dead game.
Like few people were in a desert. Some of them got lost
Some work in a restaurant..something like a nowhere pit stop
then there's these Zombies? or Infected? people came and attack them
to kill this baby cause its a prophecy..yeah kinda confusing
but dont try to concentrate..just watch.
Its fun if you have the money to spare just to catch a random movie
But its not really worth it if you want a day off and just relax.
Its good but you have to concentrate tho.

The other one was My Ex
HELL its was the first ghost movie that really scared the brains off me.
Every minute was a torture and time seems to pass so slow.
Cause it can be a happy moment and a slow melody at the background
but you'll never know whats gonna pop up.
Yeah its a worth movie to watch..
And shit i'll be true to you guys, I had my hands covering my ears and eyes
most of the time..Hahaha
Thats some good ghost movie tho if you ask me
so yeah go watch it.

Well other than that nothing really interesting happens today
just as usual..
So yeah it was a fun day
Haha so till next time
Goodbye

2009-12-16T04:09:00.001-08:00

Since I have really nothin to do
So why not update a lil somethin somethin you know
just to kill a lil time and yeahh..
Already bought the Audio Technica AT2020 tho
thought it was a USB one but they dont sell it.
Bleahhh
Bought the normal condenser mic and next up is tha
Dual Pre Amp.
Haha..Didnt know it'll use up alot of cash but its all good
since i really want a home studio so why not.
And I really need a job right now..
Need to buy some studio thingy and it cost a hell lotta cashhh

Ahhhh why look at that..
What a nice scenery for a musically minded person.
And Breath Taking too..

Next In List:
Dual Pre - 159$

Ohh thats gonna need hardwork..
hahah ^^

2009-11-13T07:52:00.000-08:00

HAMTIEEEEEEEEEEE I MISSS YOUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!

Err alright so school is done and over
Finally a longggggggg holiday is commin up
and I know its gonna be boringg..
Theres nothing much to do actually
so yeahh
Ohh I only update this cause I promised someone too
andddd I MISS HAMTIEE
Alright gotta goooo
(:

2009-10-16T23:33:00.000-07:00

Its the same
Its always the same
Keep in mind
Its all the same

2009-10-02T20:28:00.001-07:00

whats really goood
Theres nothin interesting happen at the moment
sooooo..this page gonna be dead for a while.

2009-09-22T18:22:00.000-07:00

2009-09-12T21:07:00.000-07:00

2009-09-08T18:47:00.000-07:00

Hello..

2009-07-24T05:23:00.000-07:00

Dont know where to go..What to do during the weekends
Maybe I'll just sit somewhere peaceful writing some songs
or maybe some poetry..
Its been almost 4 years since i wrote a poem
I dont know if Im able to write a poem..
Songs I dont have any trouble..But only Poetry
heh

Didnt went to school last Thursday
Went out with sis and cuzzie
Had some snack at Dunkin Doughnuts at town
They're DAMN AWESOMEE
Then head back to Pasir Ris..
Had Lunch at the Sushi bar in Downtown east
Heh
then catch Harry Potter
I dont get it
Why do people say its boring
Its not that bad actually
To me its better than the previous ones
except theres no Climax
heh
and I think that makes it boring
Bleahh

Holla at cha boy

2009-07-18T07:33:00.000-07:00

Haha..I love this song

_____Lyrics_____
This is a motion picture
Courtesy of The Emcee
With an original score, by the Golden Child
I wanna tell y'all bout my first time
I know its kinda personal buh,
I feel â€ I feel like I can open up right now
Yea, everybody remember their first time
And it goes a little something like thisâ€¦

It was a stormy night, rain drippin' off the window pane
Come clean I don't remember her name
Prior to that evening, I saw her in my wet dreams
Ageless, but usually she's sixteen
Been around, I ain't the first to do her
Actually a close friend put me on to her
I was only 14 at the time,
A bit nervous, cause she was experienced and fine
Within tha confines of my bed-room
Just the two of us, knew where it would head soon
Parents next door, wait till they fall asleep
Then we can get it on, the nature of a freak
I seen her before, but never in the nude
She requested music to lighten up the mood
In the stereo, a mere coincidental
I had a beat tape full of premier instrumentals
She got open and I knew it
Told me that her previous partners be smokin' up before they do it
My mind blank like the paper never shoulda been
I close my eyes and slowly put it in
At that very moment, time froze
Sent chills thru my whole body, only my spine knows
Tinglin', like rabbits we went at it
Hittin it raw from the bed to the floor
Nonstop wicked back shots, I'm smashin it
In my young life never felt passionate
About nothing, so much what a rush
The second each time my hand and the pen touch
It was a race to the finish line I came first
She came at a close second, there go the verse
The climax, was more than sensation
She surprised me with the oral presentation
To say the least, it was damn good
Brought me one stop closer to manhood
So I vowed never to forget my first time
I'm talkin' about that night I wrote my first rhyme
Uh yea, I wrote my first rhyme
Uh huh yea, I wrote my first rhyme
_____________________________________________________________________________________

Zzz..
Weekend is gettin even more boring that i thought
Went out to survey some shoes.
I really need new ones.
Bleahh
Phat Farm high top shoes on discount!!!
but no sizeeee
DamnIT

Went out just for a while
Wanted to buy that 40+ shoe
but didnt..maybe tomorrow or somethin
well alright
heh
Peace up

2009-07-17T05:26:00.000-07:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHAH CHECK THIS SHIT OUT

COOL STUFF MAYNE

Okay okay
School is kinda okay
Stay all the way back till 6Plus
Then played some street soccer
All day long
Haha
The thing that shock me is that
my teacher can play soccer damn
well
Haha..
Its a jaw dropper

Anyway im just dead bored
i got nothin to do
so yeah
Holla at your boy

2009-07-16T06:37:00.000-07:00

I just cant take another day of school
Its just killin me..
Why cant just some random Underground Record Label
come up to me and sign me or give me a record deal.
Wouldnt it be more easier.

Im just not good at studies
WHY CANT SINGAPORE SUPPORT DIFFERENT TYPES OF TALENT
zzz
I gotta get out of this country real quick
Thats if i can tho
bleah..

But its alright..
Im still writing raps
Still writing poetry
Still writing rhymes
Still writing songs
Still trying to write hooks
Still trying to write chorus
Still doing me
Still keepin it real
And Tryin out some lil things
Hoping miracles will happen
So yeah..
Put the peace sign up
Index finger down
Haha
Im just jokin
seriously

2009-07-15T08:08:00.000-07:00

You know i feel guilty easily when
i get something for free or when i said
something under my breath.
I always did that to my dad and i think he
heard it..So yeah im damn guilty..
But no matter

Check that video out..
for those who likes rock and rap
her name is ill e. gal
i know hip hop shouldnt look like that
but that hip hop is like Dark Carnival
hip hop..Something like Juggalos and Juggalette
Like Insane Clown Posse and Twiztid..
Heh

Just wanna share that vid actually
HAHA

2009-07-14T02:44:00.000-07:00

School have been wicked mayne..Haha
First, Theres this sub teacher commin in our class actin
all big and stuff.
He walk in, didnt say anything, suddenly shouted somethings.
Everyone was like..Whos this guy actin tough.
But the thing is he didnt even say anything and suddenly shout.
So yeah everyone stood up except for this rebellious kid.
Well he's not that rebellious but gets angry when any teacher disturbs him.
So yeah
This "tough" teacher went to him and pulled his table cause he was sleepin,
and everyone all went..OOOOOOOOH DAMN
Then they both say somethin like

Teacher: I say stand up right
Boy: What if i dont want?
Teacher: Im your teacher you should respect me
Boy: How am I gonna respect you? Is this how a teacher suppose to act?
Teacher: But Im still your teacher?
Boy: So what? You never respect me at all
Teacher: Okay okay sorry lah
Boy: Okay lah

HAHAHHAHA..Then from than onwards the teacher didnt even shout anymore
He became all quiet suddenly.
And everyone was laughin and return to doing their own stuff.
HAHAHHAAH
cool shit

I think thats all
Bleahh
Peace

2009-07-10T08:00:00.000-07:00

I've been askin myself
where I'd be tomorrow if I die right now
and what would happen to my family.
Deep thoughts keep running through my mind
every time I think about life.
I always think whats the purpose of life.
And
I managed to realize
To me, life is like an array of tests thats
never gonna stop.
It consist of ups and downs that teaches
the person to be more patient.
To a wise person, It teaches them to be more
thankful to every single thing they have.
Nah im not a wise person I just figure it out.
You might not have the same view
but thats what I found out.
Just some deep thoughts tho
HAHAHA
Its just things that i wish i knew
heh

2009-07-08T06:56:00.000-07:00

I have the urge to write new songs lately
but I dont know what to write bout.
Happy? Sad?
Lotsa thoughts running through my mind
Theres School stuff
Mom's pressure
Dad's scolding
Its like they're not happy to see
me doing my own thang.
They just have to make noise whenever
i have that peaceful mood..
zzz
Bleahh

I just realize my blog is full of videos
and not much pictures
HAHHA
Im no photographer
But i'll try too
Blaaaaa

2009-07-07T04:52:00.000-07:00

Sigh..
I was chillin all peacefully, sippin on my Pepsi
Eattin my crackers and all till this particular
PERSON irritate me into updating my blog..
Alright a deal is a deal
I update mine..you'll update yours
okay cool

School this week is rather alright
Even though some days were pretty long.
Had a couple of homework but didnt feel
like doin them..Although i know that gonna
get my ass into trouble.

Youth Day was awesome.
Went cycling around Changi
Despite the rainy weather
we still went on..Cycling through
the rain.
Half way, we're damn soaked but still
continue.
We had a couple of falls.
One after another but its hilarious
despite it really hurts.
Haha

I miss skating..
I doubt i can do Ollie
Didnt practice for a long time
Haha..I still remember the skate scene
at Somerset..Its where all different
style of people come together with 1 common thing
SKATE
Yup..

Just a lil update to prevent my blog from
rotting.
And to satisfy that particular person.
Yup
Okay i did mine..
Its your turn.

2009-06-28T11:09:00.001-07:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA..
have you guys seen the Cadbury eyebrow advertisement
hahahaa..its damn scary and weird

HAHAHAHAHHAHA..
and take a look at this..
well i cant put the video here but
heres the link..take a look

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWEOHd9JNmk

HAHAHHAA
COOL SHIT

i think my blog gonna be filled with
videos..

2009-06-25T07:53:00.001-07:00

HAHAHHAHAHAH..
Mike Tyson got his ass beaten by Snoop Dogg
in Fight Night Round 4
HAHAHHAA

DAMN that game looks awesomeee
HAHAHA
Snoop is so hyped

2009-06-22T03:50:00.001-07:00

Ahh im freaking bored
zzz

2009-06-20T07:55:00.001-07:00

Hahahah waddup waddup
just wanna share a lil stuff
Some hawt shit dawg

HAhaha
Cool or What

2009-06-17T21:26:00.000-07:00

Uhh..
Holiday is kinda boring tho
Keep going out to the same old place in Singapore
Its like a bird trapped in a cage..HAHHAHA
Yeah well..Feel something like that tho.
But yesterday was kinda unexpected.
Went out to City Hall to get a new hat but
it was kinda exceeding my budget so decided
to get a new Shirt instead and yeah something happened
when i was walkin back to the MRT.

First I saw a glance of someone wearing colorful shirt
running towards me, and I thought the person was rushing
or something, so I just ignored and then I started hearing
someone calling out my name, it wasnt very clear cause
I got earpieces shoved in my ear.
So yeah I tilt my head a bit and before I knew it,
Someone dashed onto me like felt like a tackle but I
managed to resist it tho.
And what do you know its
HAMTIEEEE...
HAHAHAHAHHAHA
Yeah i was damn speachless i couldnt say anything
Had lots of questions on my mind but nothing came out.
Haha..damn
Its been like 2 months?
Since I last saw her, but the thing is she look fine
and yeah that all that matters.
Hope to see her soon tho.

Well gotta go
just a lil update.
so yeahh
Goodbye

2009-06-06T10:23:00.000-07:00

Hahaha..
One cool thing about Americans is that
they are sooooooooo Fun And Random
Watch this

I dont know if they're Americans tho
But they look like they are havin so much fun
HAHAHHA

2009-05-31T03:55:00.001-07:00

Hahahhaa..
This is cool shittttt

2009-05-30T21:03:00.001-07:00

Okay Okay
Didnt update for like months now.
Dont blame me, Blame my laziness.
Alot of stuff happens this week and
i dont know where to start.
Hmm..
Yesterday went out with my cuzzie to
catch Angles&Demons. We actually planned
to watch at Plaza Singapura but found out theres
like only 2 seats left and theres 4 of us.
So yeah we went to Cathay instead and it was
filling up really fast. Got our tickets.
Oh and thanks Cuzzie for the treat. hehe
Went to eat Long John after that and really
i was damn full.
The movie's is at 4.10pm and we sat there for
approximately 1hr 30mins. Hahha
Movie ended at 6pm and headed to Queenstown shoppin center
after that.
Here's the thing, The main goal is that my cuzzie's friend
wanted to collect her specs but then, all of them got engross
into the Specs and bought one for themselves..HAHAHA
the whole family bought one. Cool or What
If you got to know them, Seriously you would
laugh your ass out when you're out with them.
I couldnt stop laughin.
Funny family..I like

On Friday celebrated Geraldine's birthday.
Had Sushi Dinner together but sad, Ryan
couldnt make it. Next time aight Ryan..haha
It was full house and the air-con is kinda spoil.
Its damn hot and most of them were wearing black top.
Haha
We waited like around 30 mins? just to get our seats
and stayed there for like 2hrs or 3?
cant really remember and talk rubbish topic like
Sex shops, Masturbating, Porn, and stuffs like that
and we were laugin so hard everyone was lookin at us
but Its all good. They cant do shit.
Geraldine went home after that
followed by my sis and me..
(:

2009-05-24T16:49:00.000-07:00

2009-05-15T08:38:00.000-07:00

Waddup..
didnt update much cuz
i didnt feel like it..
Exams finally over but its not the end yet,
still got prelims and Os..ahhhh..
Didnt do much this few days..
Asked random girls for number
but didnt get tho..
hahahaa
Theres this HipHop girl tho
but sad..blew it away
well just hope that i could see her again tho.
Cool shit..

Oh yeahh..
one of my homegirl now is..
i dunno..
Just disappeared like that tho..
hope she's still doin fine right now
and get well soon girl.
sigh

Well..
Nothing much to update
so yeahh
peace up..
Big up to everybody
keep it real..

2009-05-11T21:30:00.000-07:00

hahahaha..check this out mayne..
haha

2009-05-05T03:25:00.000-07:00

So far..
Midyear is quite F-ed up.
Dont think will pass like flying colors tho.
hahah but its all good
its only Midyear btw..
No school for tomorrow and friday and Monday..
WOOOOO
So its Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday no school
hahahahhaaa..niceee
Sis bought new skate shoes ytd.
bla bla bla

Im hungry
oh yeah check this out

and this..

Lyrics:

(verse 1)
growing up as a kid it wasnt hard to get along
school, I wasnt cool but I knew where I belong
and it wasn't that long when my life went wrong
keep my head up and I had to stay strong
only 15 and my pops now gone
the fam fell apart financially drawn
from living a normal life but that life goes on
now I dedicate my time put my heart on the song
rules I had to follow abused but I got up
and I looked into his eyes, used to be my role model
I look at myself as a fatherless figure
me, I learned well enough to never be a quitter
see what I go through listen to my message
not a lesson but a story bout my life that I'm stressin
I look to the sky always ask alotta questions
like what to do please giv me a suggestion

(chorus)
when i look to the sky keep my head up high
everythings goin wrong but my life goes on
and i gotta stay strong as i sing this song

(verse 2)
2 years ago I lived in a big house
uptown, calm cool, but that all fell down
had childhood friends but we went our separate ways
some matured quick but the others stayed the same
some became 2 faced and nobody can be trusted
only 16 but I had keep hustlin'
keep up the pace not broke but strugglin'
had to do somethin I started from nothin and
I'm still here contemplatin all the times
as a kid but the pride is alive in my mind
you can see it in my eyes look deep down inside
its hard to provide when reality collides
if you feel you wanna die turn around and let me guide you
beside you the answer is not suicidal
just stay strong if you feel you wanna cry
just look to the sky keep ya head up high

(chorus)

2009-04-28T07:40:00.001-07:00

2009-04-25T07:42:00.001-07:00

Went out at 10am++ thought of skating at bedok
but didnt. Met with Ali and Syafiq in front school
and chilled for a while with my fresh new chain.
hahaha you know what im sayin.
Then went into White Sands and play Ninja Technique.
Hahahhaa..Whats that you ask?
Its a game first started by Danial and me around last year.
Where we 2 always run away from the other friends cause
we just dont like to hang out around in school after lessons.
Its called Ninja Technique cause when our friends' eyes not on us,
we disappear in matter of seconds..muahahahaha
even if they look behind for a second..we're gone
hahaha..the good old days.
okay okay back to topic.
We went into White Sands and run around trying to
lose our friends whos tailing Ali and me.
hahahahha..fun fun fun
then went to meet Danial at his void deck
poor him..got his knee dislocated.
GET WELL SOON SON.
Chilled there, Skated there, Laughed there it was just like
last year when he was still in our school..
hahahhahaa
and guess what?
even with his knee dislocated,
he can still Ninja Technique with us..
HAHAHHAHAA..
Hoppin around with one leg
hahaa..what a cute guy
XD
then went home at around
7pm++
(:

2009-04-19T08:03:00.001-07:00

haha..
Happy Birthday Eileen!!
(:

Just another video i wanna share
its soo niceee

I LOVE THEMMMM

2009-04-18T05:38:00.001-07:00

Went to chill just now..
Now i know how to do probability..
WOOOO
and i also can
DO OLLIE..
WOOOOO
okay that was lame..
wanted to fetch parents at the airport
but too late i guess..
well..
i'll just wait at home tho
XD
peaceeee

2009-04-17T10:18:00.000-07:00

This whole week had been a blast tho..
haha
Been spending time with sis at town
shoppin, dinner, walkin around and stuffs..
you know what im sayin..
bought a new cap last thursday
my brown cap need a time out.
Havent been writing rhymes lately
School studies is gettin worst
but tryin to catch up.
Miss the skate scene
but got no time to drop by
Mid year commin up so lets
see how good my studies is.
...
im bored
I dont know what im doing now
if i dont have my sister by my side
Thanks for everything sister
appreciate it..
hahahaa..and i'll pay all debts i owe
you once i stepped into the working world
promise
XD

2009-04-12T06:48:00.001-07:00

hahahaha..waddup waddup
nothing much to blog..
just wanna share this video

2009-04-09T05:24:00.000-07:00

The 3-Day course was not bad after all..
In fact it was plain awesome..
Had fun together with the Coaches
and together with all the Sec5 pupils.
Never had so much fun before, been to many
talks like this but none of them managed to
shed tears of joy from us.
But this talk amazingly did.
The ending was just so emotional and sad
some almost break down, but we helped them
up back to their feet.
Exchanged hugs and trying to comfort them.
Its just amazing and the part where students
went to the front and share their feelings, emotions
and problems. Its just seems so magical.
I went up,talked to them bout these past few years
and stuffs and managed to shed their tears of joy.
I had lots to say, everything jumbled up in my mind,
cant organize them but managed to say what I wanted to say
so yeah..Its all good
I miss that course..
ALL THE BEST EVERYBODY..
Time to be serious
(:

Sec5 Featuring Coach Elgin

2009-04-07T03:44:00.000-07:00

School was awesome
the educational talk is kinda fun
The host is super funny and knows when to joke,
when to be serious..
I thought it would be boring and stuff
but its actually not
everything was so awesome that time really flies tho..
yeah tmr last day
so yeahhh..gonna enjoy it.

Oh yeah..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RYAN
Its been ages since we met up and
hopefully to see you soon yeah
and all the best for your poly.
Have a happiest year for your
18th birthday
XD

hehehhe

More pics from the Airport..

And my dearest psychopathic/hatchet girl sister

Creds to me sis
i know you love this pic..
XD

2009-04-06T03:51:00.000-07:00

Went to Airport yesterday to send one of our friend back to KL
It was crowded and its like we're the only yellow skin there on
budget terminal
it damn crazy i tell you
hahahha
but other than that i had a good time
XD
chilled out at some rooftop that looked like a ghetto street
had dinner at Burger King
then went back home
hahahaha
cool

2009-04-04T03:51:00.000-07:00

I really need a new fitted cap now
and the new badge of New Eras havent arrive yet
Its been like almost 2 months since the last badge came
):
Hopefully by next Saturday
Thats what they say tho..
sooo yeah

WE RUN THIS WHAT?
WE RUN THIS WHAT?
WE RUN THIS WHAT?
WE RUN THIS WHAT?

THROW IT UP MOTHAFUCKA THROW IT UP
THROW IT UP MOTHAFUCKA THROW IT UP
THROW IT UP MOTHAFUCKA THROW IT UP
THROW IT UP MOTHAFUCKA THROW IT UP

IF YOU SCARED TO THROW IT UP GET THE FUCK OUTTA CLUB
IF YOU SCARED TO THROW IT UP GET THE FUCK OUTTA CLUB
IF YOU SCARED TO THROW IT UP GET THE FUCK OUTTA CLUB
IF YOU SCARED TO THROW IT UP GET THE FUCK OUTTA CLUB

The songs hot baby
And
Im Crazy

2009-03-31T08:09:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to my friends that be seeking me
for advise. I might not be all correct tho but this is what
i think.

Okay the first thing when every single one of us made a mistake,
we'll automatically apologize. Yup thats what we all do right?
But sometimes the other party might not forgive us and we tend to
keep trying and trying and trying and trying.
But the more you try, the more guilty you will feel.
And you will prolly start to buy gifts and stuffs like that
WHICH will NEVER GONNA WORK.
Even if you waste all your money just for forgiveness
they still wont forgive you and you cant change the outcome.
Unless the other party decided to forgive you tho.
Which they prolly wont.
So what to do?
For me, I would apologize and see what will happens,
If the person forgive me, then its all good.
But if they dont,
I would just ignore it.
Yeah ignore.
Cause theres no point to keep trying when they wont
forgive you, and you'll be feeling all guilty while
the other party is enjoyin their lives.
So..well for me i wouldnt want to spend my entire life
full of guiltiness for just that one mistake that the person
wont forgive. Its really not worth it.
Wasting cash for the person that already put you
out of their lives.
Its really really not worth it.
Its all up to you
if you want to choose to be guilty for the rest of your live.
or
to change and look for the bright side.
Everything happens for a reason which we all
dont know, And will never gonna know
Yeah yeah you might say its hard to forget this
hard to forget that
but its actually not..
you might also say "its easy for you to say cause you're not in my shoes"
but guess what?
I've been thru that without even a help from anyone
I just realize it on my own.
I guess me being a loner helps me
to realize stuffs like this.
Ask yourself, Is it really worth it to
waste every single breath, every single voice
every single cash just not to be forgiven?
NO RIGHT?
So Yeah
If they want to continue to sulk,
Let them be cause no matter how hard you try
they still wont change.
yeah I've been thru stuffs like this
which make me realize.
And im not faking this.
I dont want to see my homies/friends/peeps/homegirls/homeboys
being depress just because of this.
I can give you the biggest support
but if you wont change,
my support is worthless..nothing..useless.

So i suggest you to move on with your lives.
Keep doing your own things
Keep doing you,
Keep writin rhymes and stuffs
You got your Os commin up
and if you continue like this
you gonna screw it up.
Dont shorten your live because of that 1 mistake.
Let the past be a lesson not to do the same mistake
again.
So yeah
Its all up to your own self
Think about it thoroughly
before you choose to be depress

PEACE..

2009-03-29T06:36:00.001-07:00

just another random video
zzz

2009-03-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHA..
NEW SHOESSSS BABYYYY
Bought a Phat Farm High Top
yeah the one i said i'll get one day
and guess what?
I GOT IT..
HAHAHAH WOOOO YEAHHHH
theres a sale at the shop
so the price is reduced..
and i mean reduce, not the reduce by 10 bucks or 20 bucks
but it is reduced to 110 dollars
HHAHAH YEAHHH MANNN
from $259 to $110
YEAHHHHHHH
WHAT BOY WHAT
i'll post up the pic soon
PEACE

2009-03-23T06:51:00.001-07:00

Enjoy

P.S: The black thing on the girl's lips is a piercing not a mole (:

2009-03-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

hahahaa..
some good shit to share mayne

hahahhaa..
XD

2009-03-20T10:14:00.001-07:00

Peace Up

2009-03-18T10:52:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since the last time i wrote a song
so i wrote a lil something off my head..
so here goes, it might get out of point tho
and i'll work on verse 2 some other time..

[Verse 1]
(start on 0:25)

Always rockin my life alone in this lonely world/
I got lots of friends and they’re like precious pearl/
Kept my day bright, brighter than the biggest star/
Writin rhymes, spittin verses and we always dream far/
But all I need is a lil something like Bonnie and Clyde/
A special girl that I can roll wit whenever I take a ride/
Down the block, down the park, anywhere, I’ll take you there/
I’ll keep you in my arms just don’t be scared cuz I’ll treat you fair/
Cause I just kept a promise to myself dont be hurting any girl/
Cause They’re the only ones that made this world a complete twirl/
So Now I’ll keep tryin so hard not to break any promises that I made up just for myself/
Now Im living up my life writin rhymes every now and then/
I keep on lookin onto the bright side of my shoulders searching for the light/
And every negative images i had in my mind I’ll just have to get rid of it away and fight/

2009-03-16T10:23:00.000-07:00

Old School Shit
This is real hip hop people

2009-03-16T02:45:00.000-07:00

Walked around town,
Had in mind to buy alots of stuffs
Caps, Shirts, High Top Shoes and Jeans.
Everything was on sale.. 25% discounts
DAMN
There's BAPE High Top shoes only for 85++ bucks
There's Phat Farm High Top shoes the one i wanted
only for 127 Bucks.
Shit mayne
And if i bought tha Phat Farm Shoes,
I can get a Cap for half the price.
SHIT MAYNE.
Everything was hot
oh and the new batch of New Eras havent come yet
BOO
But its all good.
I think imma buy tha Phat Farm High Top shoes.
WOOO
and a New Cap
and maybe a new shirt
XD

Oh and i was walkin around
doin my own thang and saw this
3 girls, they looked familiar,
they were lookin at me all the time and I
past by them few times
till they holla at me..
hahaahhaa.
I was wondering what they want in my mind
and they said
They were Fashion Designer from where i cant remember
and they took my photo..
HAHAHHAA
AWESOME

Then i went back to home..empty handed
DAMNNN

2009-03-14T21:22:00.000-07:00

Term 1 has ended and holidays are here
which also means Report books have arrived.
Just as expected results for Term 1
is damn fuckin bad. hahaha
F9 F9 F9 F9 E8 C6
Yeah but its only the term 1
and also i've stared to do revisions
after school..
sooooo
nowww
HOLIDAYYYYYYYYY
XD

2009-03-13T20:21:00.000-07:00

2009-03-08T01:25:00.000-08:00

I just kinda got home from my cuzzie house.
Went to chill at her house yesterday just
to kill some time. I was bored outside.
So I went to the Library to find some
books recommended by my cuzzie.
Spent some time reading it, Yeah
it was Funny, its a comedy book by the way,
but I still prefer The Da Vinci Code.
Its just so wickedly awesome, all the
scenes are sooooo...mysteriously..
awesome.

Then went to her house at 2pm
Watched some TV and a Movie
together with her friend.
hahahahhaa..
I was planning to leave at 10.30pm
but the TV shows is damn cool,
and her dad asked me to stay there
overnight.
hahahahaha.

TV ALL DAY..

PEACE

Oh and my brown hat is no longer smelly
MUAHAHAHAHHAHAH
;)
well not totally gone
but almost gone
XD

2009-03-06T07:43:00.000-08:00

Today was aight..
Went to cuzzie house in the afternoon
to seek help for school studies..
From 5 all the way to 7++Pm..
It was cool..
Then chilled at her house till 10.30..
hahahaha..
The good thing bout my cuzzie house is that
when you go there and chill,
you wouldnt wanna go back home
Cause theres this magnet that keep you wanting
to stay there for as long as you want..
I wanted to spend my night there
but didnt bring extra clothes
and mom would prolly wont let me stay.
The house is just damn awesome,
There's Ben & Jerry Ice Cream Tubs in the freezer,
There's Endless Supplies of Junk Food everywhere,
every part of the house.
Furthermore, the house is just so relaxing,
no pressure, no rude neighbors..well not that my
neighbors are rude but, its just damn awesome
something bout the atmosphere is just plain awesome
and her parents are also damn fun, open minded
and not so strict..Its all good
I might wanna chill there anytime im bored.
no pressure, no negative stuffs.
hahahaha XD
Theres also like alots of music instruments there,
Guitars, Electric Guitars, Bass, Keyboards, Turntables,
YES Guitars with the S behind.
Theres PS3s, XBox, and other coolio stuffs.
They rock man..
hahahahhaa
Okay now im bored
XD

2009-03-03T04:24:00.001-08:00

Holla once again..
here to share with you guys another awesome music
hahahaha..
this time i wanna be in Jamaica
Wooooo

hahahaha
awesome shit.

ME WANNA BE IN JAMAICA!!

2009-02-27T08:54:00.001-08:00

Holla to my peep Zul Anaqi.
ahahahaha..its your birthday boy
you're gettin old mayne..
Hahahhahaa..Song dedication for you

XD

Went to Lan with Zul together with some
of the graduated students and Sec 4 girls
and played L4D..
DAMN MAN IM THE SUCKIEST AROUND..
zzz
hahahhaa..but its all good

got Oral in few hours time..
so yeahh
PEACEE

2009-02-26T06:09:00.000-08:00

Another hot joint founded on youtube
the song is awesome
so i wanna share with you guys..

HOLLA

saturday's Oral exam..
zzz
sigh

2009-02-25T05:41:00.000-08:00

Just now after school,
Few of my peep played checkers with
our classmates photos..HAHAHHH
just imagine a checker board
but instead of using a checker chips,
substitute it with student individual photos..
HOW COOL IS THAT..
HAHAHHAHA..damn funny

Got lectured from Form teacher
Yeah what she said is true,
My behavior is gettin worst
didnt even pass up a single classwork/homework
gotta change Flo, gotta change

Then followed sis to WhiteSands to get cash from her savings
Then she treated me Pasta Mania
THANKSSSSSSSSSS WOOOOOO
Then walk around Downtown till 7/8 plus plus
then went back to home sweet home.

Now i dont even know if i can get to O levels
zzz
CHANGE
HAVE TO!!

zzz
Im lazy

2009-02-21T06:51:00.000-08:00

Today is aight..
kinda tight tho..haha
it started out with me walkin around alone..
Met few classmates while walking around.
then Zul Anaqi tag along with me.
Chilled outside Mac for a while..
then bought a Mac Spicy to fill ma stomach a bit.
Then Zul's friend called him up to play Lan together,
Hahaha..
Made 3 new friends today..
LiJuan, Edward and Katherine.
Actually knew Katherine few weeks back but didnt really talk.
hahaha..
Cool or What.
Then Played Left 4 Dead together with
LiJuan and Katherine..
First time playing so i just walk anyhow
and suddenly fell to the edge of a building..
hahaha
Cool..
Kinda Fun tho the game
XD
Helio drop by the shop for a while
Till he got kicked out by the owner for
not playin..
AHAHAHAHHAH..Damn thats hot
Then separated after tha game.

Got invited to some chalet..
so followed Zul to change his clothes
hahahaha..
Yeah it was cool
Lots of laughs
Lots of games
and stuffs
Left at 9pm
hahahhaaa
Its all good

PEACE

2009-02-15T06:32:00.000-08:00

V.day was okay..
Not so bad after all.
First day spent it with Zul Anaqi.
haha..Followed him to Bugis to find his new pants
for poly. Chey poly already sehhhhh.
hahahaha..
Then after that went to Macdonals to have lunch.
Then theres this kid wearing his new era backwards
but rockin tight shirt and short pants..Zzz
And still dare to stare at me..
what a whack..
hahaha
Trained back to Tamp, went to sis shop to chill
ahahahaha..coolio
then went home..
zzz

Second day.
Spent alone walkin around town.
Wanted to buy new cap but I was
A lil early for few days.
The new design havent come in yet
so yeah..the worker ask to come back
this friday..Hopefully theres some awesome
ones. XD
Then went to buy new shirt..
hahaha..
Joker Brand.
I've just realized
Every shirt i buy, The size keep gettin
bigger even though the size state XL
hahahah..awesomeeeee I likeee.
hehehehe.
Need to save money
wanted to buy a High Top Phat Farm Shoeees
woooooo..
hahahahaa
159buckss
Thats alot..
but i'll get it one day
XD

Things to buy:
-New Caps
-New Pants
-New Hoodie
-New Phat Farm High Top Shoe

Money Makes The World Goes Round~
WEEE

Tomorrow School..SUCKS
Tomorrow die..zzz
XD

2009-02-13T05:05:00.000-08:00

Was Damn Bored in Physics class
Didnt bring my Ten Years Series so
decided to write rhymes.
Its V.Day erbody.
So this is for ya'll

Now its the time to press the button and rewind/
Undo mistakes that made your partner separated in the past time/
Now this is the moment, buy a gift, show her she's your only dime/
Cause breakin a girl's heart is the same as doing a crime/
So grab you partner's hand and watch the stars tonight/
Feel the vibe, show some love, make this moment feel so right/
Lighten up your love right now, let the spark ignite/
Theres no other time like this so make this night shining bright/
And next year aint promised so, you have to do what you gotta do/
Confessing secrets, expressing feelings, writin rhymes to your boo/
Take it to the next level after everything ya'll been goin through/
everything's gonna be cool, look at the sky now and feel the love grew/
its a beautiful thing and keep the love goin on and dont break the chain/
cause you gonna regret and all you gonna feel is just heartbreaking pain/
and its gonna stay till its gonna turn you into hair pullin insane/
so cherish your partner now before your heart gonna be slain/

ZZZ
didnt write for a long time
kinda whack
but whatever
PEACEE

2009-02-11T05:47:00.000-08:00

JYEAHH
Its Tha month of love people..
So yeah grab your opposite partner and
look at the stars man..
Song dedication to you guys out there
you know what im sayin..
so yeah

Peace

2009-02-08T08:03:00.000-08:00

A song for the night..

It's from the heart
this is from the heart right here
everybody has a story to tell
check this out though

I knew this Chinese dude in junior high, part of my crew
everybody knew this kid, he was the talk of the school
intelligent and well-spoken, respected by teachers
all the other students kept they eyes on his sneakers
what can I say? you can tell he's cool if you talk with him
during fire drills girls would wanna walk with him
he could have any chick up in his view
but there was only one girl he wanted to call 'Boo'
see it's all true found himself stressed in a dead end
the girl he was feeling was obsessed with his bestfriend
his bestfriend's a playa that's the reason he's pissed
plus he treat her like she don't even exist
he ain't tryna hate on his man but there was no help in it
wrote the girl a letter told her how he felt in it
she was shocked at first for him revealin the truth
until she realized that she was feelin him too

Ohhh I've been thinking of you
ohhh I've been thinking of you
ohhh I've been thinking of you
and you've been thinking of me

So you know as time goes by
things get a little more serious
just listen

It was strictly hiphop now they bumping slow jams all day
went from holding hands to making out in the hallway
their relationship seemed like a dream come true
as time went by their friendship grew
staring at the stars, trading secrets on the phone
when her parents were at work, she would sneak him in her home
he told her he was a virgin, the day that they met
so on his birthday he got a gift he'll never forget
females were jealous but they still calling them cute
first day of summer school they rocked the matching Nautica suits
happy in each other arms, can it be?
they found true love living in a fantasy
then reality attacks, his pops couldn't see past the fact
his son was Asian but his girlfriend was black
imagine having to choose between the one you love and your fam
that's like cutting off your right or left hand damn

Ohhh I've been thinking of you
ohhh I've been thinking of you
ohhh I've been thinking of you
and you've been thinking of me

I know this sounds like a true story
coulda happened to any one of us
it's crazy though right?
check it

Now if this sounds like a true story, that's prolly cause it is
and I know for a fact cause Im that Chinese kid
looking back now I know it's more than just a crush
i'm saying the whole experience taught me so much
love can overcome anything that gets in its way
that's the reason I still think of shorty till this day
we talk now and then, she's doing her thing
we both all grown up, I think she's rockin a ring
I know she's proud of me and all the things I've accomplished
she was there when I was nobody that's being honest
aint no shame, I'll admit it she was there when I cried
so in return, I wiped the tears from her eyes
as far as my pops, he's a little more openminded
if his son is happy he's 100% behind it
now this is a song, I knew I had to do
cause all this stuff I went through might've happened to you

Ohhh I've been thinking of you
ohhh I've been thinking of you
ohhh I've been thinking of you
and you've been thinking of me

Everybody remembers their first love
you only get one
so you gotta remember
just wanted you to know
Jin's still thinking about you
I know you've been thinking about me too

2009-02-07T08:30:00.000-08:00

Didnt do much today.
Went out to vivo alone to chill at the rooftop
and watch little kids playin in the water.
How fun, i wish im still a kid so i can splash
in the water without any worries of being embarrassed.
Sat down at one corner minding my own business
doing nothing..as usual.
Look at the grey sky
tho the weather is nice,
its windy. hahaaha
Wanted to watch movie actually
but the cinema was crowded
so changed my mind and walk aimlessly
untill i saw Elaine.
hahahhaah XD
Grats Elaine you're taller now
hahahaha
Awesome
Or im the one thats gettin shorter?
Oh well.
Continue walking and saw a family of
Black people..
Damn man they're so damn awesome
the way they talk, walk
Its just so freaking awesomeeee
bleahhh
then went home
and exchanged rhymes with hamtie on
the MRT all the way back to home
my life is so boring
Trust me
Zzzz

2009-02-06T07:48:00.000-08:00

Went chilling alone around town today
thought of buy new caps
but i gotta save some cash.
Was walkin alone at Far East then
saw this group of "Hip Hop" kids.
Wearin skinny jeans and tight shirts
and talkin bout Rap artist like
Flo rida, T-pain and soulja boy.
Zzz
That aint real rap artist mann
you want real Rap Artist
You gotta listen to the deceased
Rap artists like
Big L, Notorious BIG
Big Pun, Tupac, Sugar Hill Gang..
Yeah those were the REAL RAP ARTIST.
And for the record,
They dont wear Skinny jeans and tight
shirts.
They wear baggy man, REAL baggy
and they stare at me like im the one
wearing skinny jeans..Pfft
Common man
Be real
Zzz
enough of complains

Anyway, Had lunch at KFC.
Then went back to Pasir Ris
to chill at Down Town for a while
by then i was seriously dead bored.
Went back to White Sands only to waste time
cause its only 5pm

It wonders me,
The express students are finished with school
yet town is damn empty
common man
its holidays for you guys
dont tell me ya'll are
rottin at home..
Zzz..

No idea where im gonna wonder off tomorrow.
haha
Byeeee

2009-02-06T04:31:00.000-08:00

If you guys dont know whats Hip Hop
then dont talk bout it mayne.
Hip Hop is not just a music
Its the air that i breathe
Hip Hop in the industries are like 2 different worlds
Matter fact its like 2 different girls
One is in touch with the culture
The other one is just a money hunger poacher
Its all bout the music so dont complain
zzz

For the nutheads who dont know whats hip hop is
let me break it down to you.

-When a dope Emcee rockin the mic
THATS HIP HOP

-When rap artist go bombin at night
THATS HIP HOP

-A B-Boy Playin in the streets
THATS HIP HOP

-When the DJ cross faderin the mix
THATS HIP HOP

-When the government dont wanna listen
THATS HIP HOP

-A fucked up public school system
THATS HIP HOP

-4 chicken wings and fried rice
THATS HIP HOP

-Shootin dice down on the block
THATS HIP HOP

-For no reason arrest by the cops
THATS HIP HOP

-New Kicks on the first day of school
THATS HIP HOP

-Summertime at the city pool
THATS HIP HOP

-Stealin your neighbor's cable
THATS HIP HOP

-Startin an independent label
THATS HIP HOP

-Gettin Laid on the first date
THATS HIP HOP

Dont this shit sound great
YEAH

Peace

2009-02-05T07:08:00.000-08:00

I got no idea whats up with me now
I dont know, should i be angry, sad or
happy. Its like a whirlwind up in my head.
Maybe i'll just take a walk after school tmr.
Hopefully it'll go off quickly tho.
Bleahhh.

yeah Zul, laugh all you want while watchin my vid
hahahhaa
cause you'll experience it one day XD
hahaa..

zzz

okay thats all
nothin else
XD

2009-02-04T06:59:00.000-08:00

Didnt have a fun day today,
Slept the hours away.
Wanted to skate but
it was raining and
im kinda lazy today
zzz
But good news for me
Next Wednesday my school
is half day,
hahahaha
Thanks for the O lvls candidate
in 2008.
XD
nothing much to blog today
nothing interesting happen
so yeah
peaceee

2009-02-03T03:28:00.000-08:00

Went to Bedok Skate Park to Chill..
Was supposed to do DNT in the Library
but couldnt help it.
The Skate Park is just in front of the library
so I cant resist temptation.

Went to constant Shovit and Ollie
but mostly Shovit.
Good news for me..
I landed a Pop Shovit.
Hhehehee..

Just now was a lil crowded.
Theres few school kid but its okay
they're nice.
so no worries.

Was skatin alone till i suddenly heard someone
shout my name..
Looked around for a while
then saw Hamtie came runnin
hahahah.. XD

Grats to Hamtie who managed to
land 5 sets!
XD
YAY..
i cant even land 1 set.
BOO.
HAHAHAHA

Then skated again
till the park is less crowded
and Hamtie decided to teach me
Drop in.
Yeah it was scary at first
but when goin down the ramp.
Its way more scarier.
So I tried.
Yeah Failed

1st Try: Failed - Landed flat on my back
2nd Try: Failed - Fell and did a Split on the ground
3rd Try: Failed - Went rolling on the ground
4th Try: Failed - GOT A FACE IMPLANT ON THE GROUND. HAHAHA

HAHA..
4th one hurts really bad.
Got a cut on my lips and chin.
And Thanks so much Hamtie for lending me
your sleeve to wipe my blood off..
Really Really Appreciate That.
(:

And few minutes after my face implant,
Hamtie knocked her head on the ground too.
hahahah AWESOME

Then Hamtie asked me to take a rest from
dropping in.
XD
hahaha

Oh and i made a new friend
his name is Blue Eye
XD

cause his eyes are naturally blue
damn niceee..hehe

Then went off at 6 plus

hahaha..
THANKS HAMTIE
YOU ROCK

So here it is.
Props to Hamtie XD

2009-02-02T04:25:00.000-08:00

Hamtie said this is cute..XD

Joshua, Hamtie, Wan

Anyway,
Went to Bedok SkatePark today,
Wanted to do some school work in the Library
but didnt..
So chilled at the skatepark and taught my friend
to skate.

My Ollie still sucks.
Shovit not improving since yesterday.
But its okay.
Takes time..XD

Few skaters came down,
Saw them before
but not sure they remember me.
One of them smiled, so yeah i think
he remembers.

Then leave the park around 5pm
Walked around
and trained back to Pasir Ris.
Went to downtown for awhile
to chill and do nothing.
hahahaa

Then head back home.
The end
everyone lives happily ever after.
@.@
Hopefully

2009-02-01T02:41:00.000-08:00

Okay today was fun..
went out a lil early so i drop by
bedok skate park to see anyone there.
Im not surprise that its empty..
Theres only 2 Skaters and 1 rider
so yeahh..
Practiced my Shovit and Ollie
for awhile till Hamtie texted.
Met her at Bedok MRT and Trained to
Somerset.
Talked and Laughed as usual all the way.
XD

Moments after we arrived,
Joshua came.
Chilled awhile and Hamtie decided to teach
me Ollie, The proper way.
hahaha.

Ham: Your back leg jump higher!
Flo: How high?
Ham: Your front leg drag longer!
Flo: How long?
Ham: Pop harder!
Flo: How hard?

Hahahaha..
Same thing repeated over and over
I was laughin like mad.
Then Joshua came, Hamtie was so frustrated
and shout..JOSHUA YOU TEACH HIM!

Joshua explained more clearly
Pop then drag straight.
I got the point already
so yeah have to practice.

Thanks Joshua and Hamtie
XD

Then go to the back and constant
my Shovit.
Landed few times like around 5 out of 10.
Okay not so bad, An improvement i guess.
XD
hahaha
Went home at 5.20.
Oh yeah..
Thanks Hamtie for the lollipop.
hehe

Skaters are nice people.
(:

Anyway,

I used to resist cold temperatures.
Now i cant step out of the toilet
without shivering.
suddenly i cant resist cold anymore.

I used to sleep half naked in a hotel room
with the lowest temperature after taking
a long cold bath..and still say its
hot.
Now i even sleep with my shirt on.
hahaha
just some random stuffs
just to fill this page.

Okay thats enough
for today.

Skate Skate Skate

2009-01-31T02:33:00.000-08:00

Stupid..
have to get home early
Damn today was really really really bored..
yeah it was excited tho
but didnt get to skate..
Anyway, Grats to Blandon for having his first tattoo?
or first full tattoo?
Its either one. haha
Went to meet Hamtie, Blandon, Eric, and The other guy
didnt get his name tho but he looks like Yoji from
Miami Ink. Hhahaa..coool
Met them at Peninsular and wait for Blandon to get
Inked.
Haha..Awesome
After that walked our way to the bus stop,
Blandon was havin a hard time walkin
cause of his new tattoo. hahaha
Alighted at the bus stop beside the skatepark
and sit at the steps and wait for
5pm to arrive..zzz
Trained down to Pasir Ris
And had Mac for lunch.
Then walked back home from white sands
and end my day here..
its damn early mann..
shit..but no matter

And Kick flip is harder than i thought,
when i see people doin its like
so damn easy.
Hopefully i can pull that trick off
by the end of this month tho.
Hopefully to execute Perfect Ollie,
Shovit and Kick flip by the end of this
month.
hehe

XD

2009-01-27T08:08:00.000-08:00

Tried to sleep but cant..
so let me update my blog for this moment..

Monday was damn bored so decided to go down
to my void deck to skate and practice my Ollie
and Shovit, since i didnt skate for a long time,
im not surprise that i cant do Ollie anymore.
Hah.
Then this resident suddenly say
BOY..SHHHHH
I looked up but cant see anyone
Yeah hide behind your window
scared to show your face huh.
Then went back to home and text mom hopefully
i can skate at the skatepark
and surprisingly she allow. So without delaying time
quickly change clothes and rush off to the bus stop.
Yeah

Arrived at the park ard 3. It was empty so i just
do my own thang and made 2 new friends.
One is a Pinoy and the other is White boy.
Yeah it was cool
but the white boy was kinda freaky.
haha
Got a scratch at my shin all thanks to my deck
haha..but it wasnt its fault so yeah
tried a shovit and i accidentally stepped the nose
and the tail went up scraping off my skin.
Same thing happen another 2 times
but 1 went straight to my ass and another
straight to my knees. But its all good.
Then Hamtie arrived and finally get to see
her face smiling. hahaha.
She also gave me this cool bling2 ring.
Awww
Thanks soooooooo muchhh
Love it.
So shiny *.*
Then went off at 5pm as usual
it was damn early
but i had no choice..so yeahh

Then at night sat down by the window lookin
at the dark sky and suddenly freestyled rap
out of nowhere.
But luckly i got down the lyrics
took me hours to remember it..so here it is

I feel empty now, every time I look to the dark sky/
only to imagine that you are right in front of my eye/
I look up just to see your face among the pretty stars/
shining like little diamonds while im rhyming every bar/
now im missin you, hopefully to see your happy smile/
even if it were to screw my ass but its all worth a while/
and I wont hesitate to call you my realest home girl/
cause you’re one of the few that I can give my trust to, girl/
you got shits in your life that you never hope to invite/
but you gotta keep looking up and hopefully to find the light/
I know guys can be germs but not all of them are infected/
you’re one of a kind to me girl and you’re well respected/
im true to my words and never back down to real friends/
cause when I do it all seems like its on the world’s end/

[some chorus i sing but couldnt remember..wasted]

look to the right, look to the bright side, you know im there/
right by your side, I’ll keep you save cause you know I care/
it just sooth my soul to see you play with your teddy bear/
and you can really lean on my shoulders I promise and swear/
all I wanna see is the smile on your face everyday/
I never wish to see you sad girl let the happy smile stay/
you be my sunshine every time when the sky is grey/
and you brighten up my life each and everyday/
you’re more than I could ever asked for/
you’re everything that I could ever think of/
you’re a rapper, a skater, you’re all of the above/
you’re everything that a person could ever love/
and im just lucky enough to have you as my home girl/

right after that Im like
WOAH..did i just did that?
yeah i choked few times but
thats the first time i freestyled
2 verses.
hahaaha..
cool

hahah okay back to sleep
goodnight.

Skate is good for health
...

2009-01-25T10:25:00.000-08:00

If it wasnt for the police,
lots of my friends might be in hospital today.
Maybe including me.
People tend to get angry over smallest things
and they are too afraid to face them alone
and have to bring in backups.
What a sucker.
If one really is a gangster,
then one shouldnt be afraid to face the problems alone.
Instead one had to bring in few cars of gang members to deal
with the problem.
It was all chaos
Full of polices and gangsters.
I got no idea how the problem even reach to the police.
It is really a madness.
ZZZ

Life kinda bored right now
theres nothing to do.
Singapore really need to upgrade
as in
HAVING A PROPER MUSIC LABEL.
Whats a music label for when the artist have to pay for
their own albums and stuffs?
Labels are to sponsor it all.
Singapore dont even have a proper one.
What a waste.
Common man
Think bout the people that dosent have
anything much except for music.
Not all people are intelligent
Some people intelligence are in their music
and Singapore dosent support that
ZZZ
Yeah.

Nothing much to update now
So till then

2009-01-21T04:03:00.000-08:00

Well Well..
School's gettin bored..
if i could rewind time, i would join the express class man
what a waste. If not, i'll be relaxin right now..
zzz
but what to do.
And Yeah you people at school,
go ahead and laugh at my baggy pants,
but you guys the one admiring it..
Theres nothing weird with baggy pants man
it might be an alien wear to you
but its cool to me
ya heard.

Anyway
Subjects gettin worst,
but tryin to catch up tho.
Dont wanna waste one whole year for ITE man..
and
Hamtie i miss you damn loads too.
@.@
hahaha
And by the way
Happy Early Chinese New Year
XD

2009-01-13T08:14:00.000-08:00

When minor feelings that is being kept inside ourselves like a cage
can turn into burst of flames that can wipe out the entire empire.
Sometimes we just dont know how to express our feelings on something
or someone that meant so much to us that we cant get it out of our mind.
This keep happenin to me but I just got no idea why.
Tried everything from writin rhymes to freestylin
from rappin to singin, i just dont know whats bothering me.
Mixed up feelings and thoughts runs through my mind but i cant seem
to find the main reason this keeps happenin.
Shit man.

Today at school is kinda fun tho.
Our class almost had a fight with this sec 4 guys thinkin they hot.
One of my friend lowered their confidence by kickin him in the back.
Now you know whats gonna happen when you try to attract attention huh BITCH.
And whats up with the lil kid tryna save his friend.
Nice try but uh, it aint gonna work.
Stupid ass.

School subjects gettin worst now.
Cant concentrate, Cant even do a simplest Chemistry Equation.
Cant even create a sentence with a word in Malay Language.
Shit man.
Dont know if i can cope tho.
Oh well..

Okay time to clear off my mind..
Off to doin nothing..

In the mean while..check out this hot joint

2009-01-10T08:39:00.000-08:00

I just wanna say sorry to my sister.
Whatever i did to make you sad..
I just wanna apologize.
I didnt mean to do what i did.
and i didnt know what i did that makes you so sad.
Maybe i havent spend much time with you lately
but you're always at work and you always left me alone at home
I wanna spend time with you but, you always have night classes
and when you got home, you're tired and whenever i tried to talk to you
you will always get angry and shout back right at my face
thats what stopping me from talkin to you..
I tried talking but ended up makin you mad
and i just dont want to see you angry and im really afraid to talk to you.
And when you're off from work, on mondays and wednesdays
i always look forward to see you at home
but when i got home,
you either already gone for your class
or you went out with your friends.
I would also love to meet you after your work but the thing is
im already tired when i reach home from school.
Im sorry okay.
I just dont want to see you angry or sad
but i dont wanna be alone at home too.
sorry
And if saying sorry a million times wont work for you
just say anything..that you want me to do
i'll make it up to you
and you probably felt how i feel when you always left me at home
but im not mad at you or anything..
cause i understand that you're working for all of us
and i appreciate that
thats why i wanna apologize
and no matter what
you're still my sister
i'll keep you in my heart and soul
even if you dont forgive me
believe it

2009-01-09T22:14:00.000-08:00

Guess what
Im 17 already..hahaha
Even though Im one year older, I still feel like Im just a kid.
I guess i just love being a kid tho..XD
haha..
January 8 was the best day.
Despite being grounded for 3 whole months,
Hamtie came down all the way to Pasir Ris just to find me and celebrate my birthday.
So yeah i had to sneak out of home to meet her.
Im so sorry that i kept you waiting for 30 minutes. XD
It was so sweet of you to come here straight from school to make my day a special one and i really appreciate that.
Since my Phone was taken away, I had a lil trouble contacting her.
Matter fact she forgot to bring her phone..soo it wasnt a little trouble
it was a big trouble..hahahhaa
but its cool..XD
We had Sushi for Lunch and it was kinda hilarious.
haha.
We started out eating as normal, We grab anything that looked nice.
The conveyor belt was so slow and when the sushi reached to us,
everyone already grab the nice stuffs so we had to wait for the good stuffs
to arrive.
Oh and the waiter was so stupid.
We asked him to get us new cup of water cause theres something inside,
and we waited for half an hour, then he came back with a new cup.
Hamtie was already fed-up and dissed him all the way.
HAHAHHAHA.
We ordered few dishes from the Menu.
Theres this dish that looks damn nice but when it came to our table,
It was all disgusting. HAHAHA
Then we keep on eating till both of us was damn full.
We keep teasing each other by making puking sounds and i almost puke two times
but i didnt.
That was close.
Then the worst part is.
We had to stuff down a big salmon down our tummy cause its the last plate.
We took like 30 minutes to finish them up.
Then Hamtie stuffed the uneaten food down the Coke can and the waitress
suspected it and was lookin at our direction and they keep walkin up and down
our table.HAHAHAHAH.
We quickly ask for the bills and walk out of there to save us from being in trouble.
Hamtie payed for my bills.
Even though i refused
THANKS HAMTIE!
Then we continue walking around with fat belly and every step was torturous.
Hamtie brought me to take neoprints with her. Hehehehhee
I dont usually do that but she looked at me with the sad eyes
so yeah..i had no choice..but it was fun..XD
hehhehhee
Hamtie also bought for me this VERY CUTE, FAT, FURRY TEDDY BEAR!! XD!!
ITS DAMN CUTE..DAMN FURRY..DAMN FAT
I felt like a kid hugging it to sleep.
hehehhehe..
THANKS HAMTIE!!
We decided to end our day at around 7pm.
And i reach home with a smile on my face.
THANKS HAMTIE!!
I cant stop saying Thanks cause you made my day brighter.
THANKS THANKS THANKS
THANKS SO MUCH!!
(:

2009-01-07T05:07:00.000-08:00

2009..Hmm
Lets see..
I have a bad start..Why?
Last Saturday..Went to skatepark silently
soooo..mom asked me to turn back and head to home
but i didnt..and continue my way to the skatepark
So when i reach home..BAM
got scolded..
Not only that..Im grounded for 3 months
And my Phone is also confiscated..So yeahh
Pardon me if i didnt reply your message,
Pardon me if i didnt online..
This is just a quick update tho..
XD
So yeahh..
Cheers
So much for a Happy New Year
zzz

2009-01-01T01:42:00.000-08:00

Well its that time of the year..
Where school reopens..BOOOO
Yeah SCHOOL..Another round of Hell.
Damn..Last round before Im free..
zzz..
Im excited yet lazy at the same time.
I had no idea why im even excited..
Ahhh oh well..
Oh yeahh
Happy New Year to you rocking guys and girls out there
Last day of Holiday bout to end..
ZZZ
but at least tmr is doing nothing day at school
so yeah..not bad at all..
All the best for those takin Os
XD

2008-12-26T10:12:00.000-08:00

Damn didnt blog for so long..
so here's few things that happened this few weeks

1. Almost got run over by a truck at City Hall
2. Almost got squashed by the MRT door at Pasir Ris
3. Gave up seats on MRT for old people
4. Donate coins to people performing by the walkway
5. Got 50 Bucks from Aunty
6. Got another 10 Bucks from another Aunty
7. Got another 10 Bucks from another Aunty
8. Watched Twilight

andddd
more to come..
XD

2008-12-19T06:55:00.000-08:00

Im damn happy today.
why?
Cause i bought a new shoeeeee..
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Hahahahhaa..
here's the picturee

Hahahhahaa..
cant wait to wear..
hehehe
XD

2008-12-18T05:31:00.000-08:00

Got my N results today..
and it was not disappointing.
heheheh.
I got 9 points.. zzz
hahaha but its okay
XD
But I still didnt get it
how come Hamtie get 6 points mannnnnnnn.
hahahaha..

I wanna congratulate my friends that made it to sec 5
XD
and those who didnt make it to sec 5
Dont give up okayyyy..
you still got hope
XD
so yeah
work hard

2008-12-17T04:38:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA..
Went to skating just now with my sis..
She bought a new full setup deck for 99 bucks
hahahha..
then went rolling at some void deck and got scolded by some
aunty..HAHAHA

Aunty: Please stop skating here you are making noise
Flo: Cannot ah?
Aunty: Cant you see the sign. One over here, one over there
Flo: So?
Aunty: People are trying to sleep.
Flo: Really ah?
Aunty: CAN YOU STOP ASKING WHY?
Flo: Im not asking why, I said Really ah?
Aunty: GO SOMEWHERE YOU CAN PLAY
Flo: Here can what. Got space
Aunty: DONT PLAY HERE OR I CALL THE POLICE
Flo: Hah. Call ah
Flo: *makes more noise

HAHAHHAHAHAHHHAA..
Stupid aunty get the hell out of my face.

BUT BEFORE THAT..
MY SIS FELL DOWN FACE DOWN.
HAHAAHAHAHHAHAHA
SHOULD HAVE VIDEO IT MAN
DARN FUNNY.HAHAHHAHAHAHA

Then went to Bedok to skate at the Library
Didnt really skate..just rolling for fun
then few skaters came..
My sis's friends came also and we went to eat
Then walk2 and continue rolling at my void deck again.
Almost did a shove-it
but failed..Gotta try again
hehehe
Pissing people off is fun.
XD

2008-12-16T09:19:00.000-08:00

Today was one hell of a day.
I started off walking alone around town doing nothing,
just walkin slowly2 takin my own sweet time.
Head to City Link and walk aimlessly around and then
decided to go Peninsular to buy new clothes.
Bought this really big white T and its really coooool.
hahahahha.
Then decided to go Orchard.
Just when the MRT came,
I got a miss call from Hamtie saying she wanted to skate.
So yeah went back all the way to Pasir Ris, take my decks
and back to Bedok.
Was carrying 2 decks and accidentally hit few random people.
XD.haha
Met Hamtie at the Library and give her the X'mas gift and she went crazy immediately.
hahahaha.
Went to the skate park together.
Made some new friends and i swear they are damn funny.
HAHAHA..
After few moments Fifi came together with her friends and she decided to go to the Library to skate.
Later my sis joined and Fifi's Bf came too.
Practiced my Ollie for few hours and then decided to jump down the 3 sets.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
Was going at kinda slow speed and then when reached the sets
i jumped forward BUT my deck went the other way.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
Fell down on my shoulders and everyone started to laugh their ass off.
HAHAHAHAHHA.
Went for a second try and ended up just like the first one.
Seems easy but i panicked when nearing the sets. HAHAHAHAHAHA
Then Hamtie and my sis decided to go KFC for dinner
and exchanged goodbyes with Fifi and her Friends and all.
HAHAHA..
Today was damn fun.

Yeah i had nothing better to do

2008-12-16T07:05:00.000-08:00

hahahahhaa...
tagged by Hamtie..
so yeahh

Dear Hamtie, I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm in love with your sister. I think I realized it When you hugged me Under a state of trance and I saw you licking Donald Duck. I'm sure you're Ashamed enough to understand That Santa do exist. I'm returning Your G-string to you, but I'll keep Your underwear with the sticky sticky thing as a memory. You should also know that I Never will forget your enormous booty .Greetings to your frog Leonard,Flo

HAHAHAHAHA..
WTF
XD

I Tagged Aysh for now..
XD

2008-12-15T08:37:00.000-08:00

okay okay
here's the deal.
Since everyone starts thinkin maturely,
and some starts to live their fresh new life
I think I have to start too.

Relationships, I think Im still too young to have em.
I still have to go through my Os and stuffs, and relationships
is gettin in my way. I dont even have money to buy myself some stuffs,
let alone relationships.
HAHA
yeahhh

School, You know how much I hate it but
I just realized that its kinda important for my future
Since the economy is rising and all.
So IF Im qualified to continue to Secondary 5 Im gonna go through it
and nail the O levels, with flying colors (hopefully XD).
I have to start payin attention in class. HAHAHAH.
Pass up homework in time. IF I can complete them tho..hehe

Money, I think I should stop spending them too much. Yeah.
Have to save some for the future. HAHAH. I'll try.
Damn I love expensive stuffs.
XD

AHHH..I sense hard work in the upcoming 2009.
Oh well,
So yeah..
All the best for all of you..
HAHA
I hope I can be matured all of the time.

No more Lepak2 after school
No more sleeping in class
No more bullying girls
No more stupid stuffs
No more cursing at teachers
No more throwing paper balls at the ceiling fan
No more throwing paper balls at people in class
No more making noise
No more running away from class
No more going to canteen during class
No more dancing in class
No more rapping in class
No more disturbing people passing by the class
No more stepping on homework papers
No more paper planes
No more playing soccer in class
No more writing rhymes in class
No more staring in blank air
No more coming late for class
No more disturbing other classes
No more drawing nonsense things on whiteboard
No more hiding in toilet during lessons
HAHAHAH..
COOL

2008-12-14T06:19:00.000-08:00

I wanna thank Ryan for the very nice comment.
You are also like a brother to me.
Even though we didnt spend much time together these few months
It still seems like you're just beside me and you had my back when Im in a bad situation.
You know you can also count on me yeah..
XD
hehe
And also to all my friends, homies, peeps, homeboys, homegirls, you people rock too
and keep rockin yeah
dont ever change
XD
peaceeee

2008-12-11T07:26:00.002-08:00

hahahhaa..whats good erbody
check this stuff out..

HE CAN SING
only cant pronounce properly
XD

2008-12-09T20:25:00.000-08:00

Found this meaningful music..yeahh

2008-12-09T04:48:00.000-08:00

Shit man..
I knew it from the very beginning that it aint gonna be fine.
Somehow I just knew it.
Been through shit like this many times and I knew whats gonna happen.
And I really hate this very part.
Its common sense man.
FUCK IT
I never wish this to happen, NEVER, NOT EVEN A THOUGHT.
Now i dont even wanna think bout the future.
And now i cant sleep peacefully, i cant eat properly
i cant write rhymes gracefully cause of this shit happenin.
Where the fuck did it went wrong?
What the fuck did i do wrong?
What the fuck is happenin?
I aint blaming anyone right now
Im not gonna put the blame to anyone
Not gonna put the blame to anyone or anything
except myself. Cause maybe i did something wrong and didnt notice it
so yeah, its all my fault now.
I dont care if you wanna put the blame on me
I dont care if you wanna curse me
I dont care if you wanna say somethin bad bout me
Cause all i want is this shit to stop.
I dont care if you want to call me names
I dont care if you wanna put everything on me
Cause Im willing to take anything and everything just to stop this madness thats happening now.
So yeah.
What now?

2008-12-07T06:48:00.000-08:00

2008-12-05T06:19:00.000-08:00

hahahaa..
since Ryan tag me to do this so yeahh
im bored anyway..

10 Facts About Me

FACT #1
Im into Hip Hop since i was primary 3? I think

FACT #2
I dont like long hair. cool huh

FACT #3
Baggy pants are way cooler than skinny jeans

FACT #4
I just started to learn skateboarding today.. XD

FACT #5
I dont like to study.

FACT #6
Nike Air Force Ones ROCKS

FACT #7
I wanna grow tallerrrrr

FACT #8
I dont like girls that are too girly

FACT #9
New Era caps are so damn cool

FACT #10
Skateboarding is awesomeeeee..I suck damn bad

So yeah..anyone wanna do this..go ahead
XD

2008-12-04T17:30:00.000-08:00

Have any of you stuck in a situation when you tried to make things better but it totally went wrong?
Im sure you do.
Im in that position now..What people would call Stuck Between A Rock And A Hard Place.
Its just that I really dont like keepin secrets from one another.I just dont feel right, to me its just not good to keep secrets and sometimes i just wanna let it all out straight in front of the person to clear my mind. And when i do, it didnt turn out the way as expected and the condition gets even worst.

When that happens you just dont hurt yourself..The truth might hurt the person as well and not just that, you also broke a promise to the person that tells you the secret.
I would always hope that this will not gonna happen cause one might lose his/her great friend that can never be replace.
Lettin it all out was a stupid idea
and not letting it out is also a stupid idea.

See for example, if you do not let the secrets out, Friend A might get hurt and stuffs and if you let it out, Friend B might get hurt and you also broke a promise to Friend A. And the possibilities of losing both friends is quite high.

And now that everyone knows the truth, it feels awkward to actually talk to them whether its online or face to face.

I just want to get out of the position with friendship still intact, in fact i dont even want to be in the position at all. It just sucks man

2008-11-28T03:18:00.000-08:00

Yeah Freezie's gone right now and we short of 1 person to roll with.
Met Hamtie and Pasir Ris interchange and went to Airport together.
Saw Freezie in the Skytrain. We just alighted while he just went in.
Luckly I saw him. hahaha.
We sat at Popeye's at Terminal 1 and waited for Freezie's friends to arrive.
It was all sad when he had to go in and everyone was like sooo quiet.
He huged all of us for the last time and it was kinda emotional.
Then Hamtie and me went our own way and Freezie's friends went their way.
Hamtie took lots of pictures with her laptop and Freezie's friends are all damn funny. haahahhaa.
Hamtie took out a piece of paper with our rhymes on it and wrote goodbyes on the back and passed it all around. Yeah
Yeah it was kinda quiet when Hamtie and me walk around without him.
Then we called him up 10mins after he went and we already miss him badly.
Then from airport we went to Esplanade and sit at the rooftop garden.We didnt even plan to go there but somehow we did so yeah.We sat for a while and suddenly Hamtie said the Esplanade was ugly,haha yeah so i laughed .Taught Hamtie some new moves yeah she kinda get it right.
Then Hamtie took photos of us again and again and again.haha
She lent me her laptop and suddenly i saw video of her and her cousin dancin.
She was like EHHHH NOOOO..
Tried to delete it but i ran around tryin to avoid her..
Yeah i saw some of it but somehow she get her laptop back and deleted it.
Then we decided to walk around and went to Suntec City. Walk around and do nothing till we decided to have lunch.
Then walk back to city link and went to Marina Square and had KFC.
She suddenly said i look like a bit of Latino. Haha.
Hard to believe. But Thanks Hamtie. That was a rare way to describe me.
Sat there and talked about her friends and all and she decided to teach me how to skate. AWESOME
Saw a few of my friends and she saw some of her friends.
We also count the number of people that wears Hip Hop clothes with new era caps and count the number of African American that we can find.
And theres only 2 people that wears hip hop and i saw 9 American African.
Cool.
Then i went straight home while she went to work.
Wonder how she can continue to work while im already dead tired.
o.O