Thursday, May 20, 2010
You know im always shit serious about friendship problems especially when shit goes down.
It hurts to see your friend/homeboys/homegirls get caught up in a net and you are just helpless...and every time it does, i feel like i wasnt even there for them, you know.
Its like im trying to catch them fall from far but my hands wont extend far enough to reach them and i feel guilty cause what sort of a friend am i if i wasnt even there to catch them you know. Especially when you already promised them that you'll always be there but you're not.
Still remember when i used to be by her side like almost 24/7 but now im not.
Those were the times..
But still you can always talk to me if anything went wrong even when i might not be there to lend you my shoulders for you to lean and cry on.
I could always lend you my ears for you to vent on cause thats the next best thing for me to help you to get out of your minor sufferings at least.
So i wanna say sorry for not being your wings when you needed the most
Im sorry for not being there when you needed a friend most
Im sorry for not being able to wipe away those tears
Im sorry for not being able to fight your nightmares away
But still im always available for you to vent your anger on baby.