Friday, February 11, 2011
I guess its time for me to wake up and realize that my dreams
are just not possible.
Plus I need to move on too cause nobody stayed behind with me when I did
and now Im all alone in the zone.
It used to be like few homies together making plans and stuff but usually
only one in a pair makes it and the other, have to sacrifice.
As for me, I became the sacrificial piece and waited for my homies to return,
but none of them did. Maybe not yet, Maybe not at all..
Its like Im still at the zone, not moving at all while everybody is
thousands of miles away from me, reaching their goals and destinations
but Im still right at the zone, dreaming and doing nothing.
I had to sacrifice myself being alone and watching my homies doing
what they had dreamed doing since young.
Its not that I dislike or anything. I am proud of them,
Really really proud, but at the same time, I just hate myself for not being
able to reach mine.
So I guess its time I move on and leave my so called rap dreams and writing lyrics
and all those stuff that Im actually good at.
Its just not possible...
Its about time that I really plan well for my future and concentrate on my
up coming school..get good grades..and hopefully I'll become a doctor.
I guess I just have to sacrifice the good times we used to have tho,
but its alright. As long as you're happy doing your thang, Im happy too.
That's For Sure (:
But Im not really sure if I can ever live my life without doing all those stuff
I love to do..cause its the only way I actually feel like Im talking to someone
when I really need it..
But yeahh I hope its gonna be aight..
Keep doing your thang, Dont worry bout me, Dont look back. But whenever you need me, I'll be right there..Cause there's nothing more important to me than friendship